Self Doubt

I've been just tryna go kill it But all of my fears set me down and I feel it Don't tell me once, I doubt myself twice I hate all my flaws, I feel like a gimmick Look at myself, my image a clown For me to step out, nah I'm out of bounds I'm out of my league, I'm bouta just bounce But I'm taking no shit, shit I'm hunting for crowns Blame my persistence for being determined For riding my wave, while y'all flow with the currents I'm tryna be better, I'm tryna be best But just like Jumanji, I know it's a quest I wanna be Drake, I wanna feel blessed I want all the money, I'm very obsessed I want all the confidence, keys to success But knowing my mind, I'm gonna regress I dream of the stars, I dream of the fame I dream of collabs, I dream of the game I dream of myself, if I bring the shame Then it's all to myself, I'm all for the blame Scared of the future, I had the epiphanies All the what ifs, and it's really just hitting me Overthinking really saving my enemy All for the blame, I'm not working progressively Got that self doubt, Baby Don't tell me twice I won't make it real far I won't see all the lights Got that self doubt, Baby I know the price Is it really worth living Is this really my life Got that self doubt, Baby Don't tell me twice I won't make it real far I won't see all the lights Got that self doubt, Baby I know the price Is it really worth living Is this really my life Been dreaming' this shi as a kid But telling my dreams is just something I hid I knew the potential I had and I bid And now I keep writing to get on the grid But pressure heats on and goes onto my mental Will I make money, will I be successful Do I have skills, am I really that special Continuous thoughts as I pick up the pencil I can go on and on about my flaws Hold up Baby let me pause I'm really scared of what's out there, and nowhere to tell Really I'm the star of Jaws I'm more afraid of the people and what they embed All they thoughts up in my head So I just put myself down, don't believe in my craft I'll never know of what's ahead (Damn) Got that self doubt, Baby Don't tell me twice I won't make it real far I won't see all the lights Got that self doubt, Baby I know the price Is it really worth living Is this really my life Got that self doubt, Baby Don't tell me twice I won't make it real far I won't see all the lights Got that self doubt, Baby I know the price Is it really worth living Is this really my life