DNR

Can't be no 2 if I wasn't the 1 (Can't be no 2 if I wasn't the 1) If you live by the barrel you die by the gun (If you live by the barrel you die by the gun) I was given a choice I could choose either one (I was given a choice, I could choose either one) That's a canon event I'm just letting it run (That's a canon event, I'm just letting it run) If I sharpen the blade it'll deepen the cut (If I sharpen the blade it'll deepen the cut) See my scars in the heat when I'm under the sun (See my scars in the heat when I'm under the sun) Every trial was something I had to confront (Every trial was something I had to confront) Always knew it took time Never needed to rush (Always knew it took time, never needed to rush) See I Probably should OD on drugs Say f*ck being loved Let's see what this pillie do You know it is what it is It was what it was So f*ck being pitiful Got so emotional I started letting go Ain't looking back to run into you They say they want me around Want me to sit down But this ain't no interview Deleted you outta my phone Erasing ya images Don't feel like missing you I'm not a stranger to hurt It coulda been worse Condition not critical Niggas would OD on pain Or smoke on a strain I don't get medicinal Everything looking the same It drives me insane I needed a different view I would just talk to myself Cause frankly I'm not the one you should listen to I cannot give you the guidance The peace and the silence will come when it's meant for you It's tougher to fight for a love But pass me the gloves I'll show you the stick and move All of my problems been stemming from one When it's gone imma reap the residual All my progress getting overwritten My daddy been servin' a longer sentence I can't tell you I love you if I don't mean it I could give you the world and you wouldn't see it You be claiming you here but I never see it Been supporting myself cause you couldn't be there Taking care of my health cause you couldn't be there Pray to god he forgive you I couldn't be there I been fighting depression and pulling myself out the hole that I dug cause you couldn't be there Every letter you wrote was a lie I was hoping you'd die in a prison but you still breathing Didn't give me a choice Now I'm facing the fact that you left me to die and you clearly see it How the f*ck do I forgive a nigga who keep making babies and don't want none his children How the f*ck are you here for me I'm only here for myself I never hear from you I only hear from myself And if I could go back and just rewrite the history I would be saving myself Cause cropping you outta my frame ain't enough for the image I painted myself