NOTE TO SELF

[Verse 1:] Stuck in traffic How’d it happen In the lane I should be passin’ Passin’ notes around these classes Why y’all acting so dramatic Mindin’ the business you ain’t part of Protect yo son and yo daughter When I come back to my city the word on the news is murder Here’s somethin’ you rarely thought of Like do you have much to offer Cause honestly if you can’t set the table you ain’t supportin’ We spinnin’ the wheel of fortune But never receivin’ portions It’s important that you focus so blessings can fall in order [Verse 2:] Don’t wanna synchronize with people who ain’t civilized Might jeopardize my chances at advancin’ Know you ain’t gon mend the damage Understandin’ wrong from right always gave me the upper hand I’m exercisin’ every right I’m writin’ till I burn this pen I pray to God for every sin that I commit cause I ain’t perfect Never celebratin’ wins cause all my losses hold importance Gotta learn from every fall cause every fall gon give you purpose I’m reshapin’ the image imma needa bigger portrait [Bridge:] Now I ain’t fearin’ anything God could give me everything Take it all away I understand it doesn’t last for me I’m reachin’ for eternity Y’all keep throwin’ blasphemy Several angels round me ain’t no spirit that’s attackin’ me Now I ain’t fearin’ anything God could give me everything Take it all away I understand it doesn’t last for me I’m reachin’ for eternity Y’all keep throwin’ blasphemy Several angels round me ain’t no spirit that’s attackin’ me [Verse 3:] Trippin’ on my words again Tryna get in the rhythm Repenting for every sin I committed I started winnin’ The lord permitted angels to give me guidance Aligning the perfect time to be honest (with myself) You gon receive what you dealt Pick up the pieces of my frame and set it back on the shelf A perfect picture ain’t so perfect when ya family’s a mess A happy ending don’t exist when ain’t no happiness left All I have is what I wrote and that’s a note to myself