Mad At Myself

Sorry, I'm not interested in being someone you hit up when you're bored It's okay when I do it, cause now I know that you're the one who's torn Keep saying I'd rather hear the truth than be blind by your side But do I really want truth if my ego will just cry I'm mad at myself cause I told myself I wouldn't picture it in my head But I went along and did it and now you're ghosting me instead Told me hooking up wasn't your thing Told me I'll see you two weeks Now you're here Somethings so unclear Picture's wrong Not in my head I can't make you ready for something you're not ready for I don't know if you've noticed I don't need a knight to save me from the dark I'm perfectly happy without you, boy don't think twice I've blacklisted you You have no access to me baby you're not what I'm looking for I'm mad at myself cause I told myself I wouldn't picture it in my head But I went along and did it and now you're ghosting me instead Told me hooking up wasn't your thing Told me I'll see you two weeks Now you're here Somethings so unclear Picture's wrong Not in my head Boy what was your game Boy boy boy what was your play Did you think Did you think you'd get a away Boy boy boy what a shame