Never Done This Before

Yes I've been smoking that green My drinks always have me leaning My brain is making me see things I'm rapping alone in my attic You bet I will be a classic I just need a little practice I've never done this before I dream bigger than my mind can handle I be thinking to myself I can't help but to cringe At all the things I've done dealt with All my nerve endings singed You tell me my life is a sin I'm just a pin on a map A needle in a haystack I try to blend in So different from my peers They give me so much flack For what I don't know I try to be nice You act like you're cold hearted Got a gold chain around my neck Wears off bad energy Y'all niggas are toxic as heck Yes I've been smoking that green My drinks always have me leaning My brain is making me see things I'm rapping alone in my attic You Bet I will be a classic I just need a little practice I've never done this before You're just as bad as mixed chemicals Or electricity in a socket I stay the Same I'm scared of Change I keep my feelings in my pocket I just want to lay in bed My girlfriend tell me to get out of my head I just want to see all my family and friends Happy in the end Got to keep it pushing Or the Demons will control me You cannot hold me down When I've been on the ground It's all in my head My meds are having side effects Yes I've been smoking that green My drinks always have me leaning My brain is making me see things I'm rapping alone in my attic You bet I will be a classic I just need a little practice I've never done this before Finally I see why you feel the way you do I was thinking about trying out something new I will give you a glimpse of what I always go through One minute I'm fine the next minute I'm crying It's a constant battle dog My days are hella long Can't make it without a little help It's awfully hard being by myself Yeah Yes I've been smoking that green My drinks always have me leaning My brain is making me see things I need to be more Fearless Cause I was born a Leader My dreams are getting real Reality getting Clearer I will make it happen You bet I will be a classic I just need a little practice I've never done this before