Night Terrors

In the middle of the night I'm flying I'm so high I'm Flying I'm so high I remember getting high for the first time Lost in the night its too dark out here Got a demon feasting on all my fucking fears They wake me up in the middle of the night I feel like I can fly Night terrors all on my mind Emotions are pouring out Moon full and high in the sky I'm outside in the dark looking up at the sky The stars are aligned and I'm making my way to place Where I'm comfortable being in spaces Better than being laced Wearing my expressions on my face Give me a taste of what it feel like to be a star I've been wondering how far I'll go to show My self my worth my heart is hurting so bad I feel like I can fly in this bitch Motherfuckers tired in this bitch Smoked a whole joint to the face and now I'm lit I'm sitting on the couch wondering if yeah Wondering if yeah In the middle of the night I'm flying I'm so high I just want you close to me Don't give up hope please Damn y'all can be so fake see Y'all getting lazy but that shit don't faze me So I work and I work till I'm satisfied with it Y'all steady lurking like my home boy predicted They can be so vindictive My family going to hate me If I don't act how they pictured If i have a dream its never a good one So i hold on tight with all might To save my body my soul My mind going ten thousand miles on the road They saying I sold my soul at least from what I'm told But I'll never fit there mold My body look young but I'm getting old I'm brighter than gold My heart getting bigger and better In some ways I feel like the Grinch I'm going to change my ways I'm going to be smarter and clever Making more music in the night Help me feel better it ease my mind That's no lie My mental health improved before it was declined Night terrors always pestering my mental In the middle of the night I feel like I'm haunted like Elm Street I'm a rare breed Same goes for the ones that I love Think of me every time you need someone to talk to In the middle of the night I'm flying I'm flying I'm so high I'm so high I just want you close to me don't give up hope please In the middle of the night In the middle of the night I'm flying I'm flying I'm so high I'm so high I just want you close to me don't give up hope please