Beat In My Heart (feat. Truth Or Darren)

Yeah... I feel the beat in my heart No way this beat could restart Never knew that tears could be art Love me then take me apart Sit alone and die in the dark Is how I felt from the start Pickin up the pieces and parts And now I'm back to be smart Take a chance and trust in yourself Turn all that madness to wealth When emotion stacks up the shelf Understand I know how you felt This is not the time to give in My patience wearing me thin Writing in my notebook to win And now my wrath will begin Cannot provide myself with enough intuition To break the barrier we call the mind, we're locked in a prison They say escaping should be easy But I'm trying my best Numbing it down with the alcohol And the pain in my chest Now the walls are blood painted red The f*ck man, I should be dead I guess that I'm drinking instead Of Pickin the best to give head My ego needs to be fed And if can't do that I'm dead Sorry but, the truth has been said instead I'm stepping on set Let's bring it back... Yeah... Had to leave my hometown that's it Had to leave the streets I don't fit Had to take a shot out the glock and almost empty a clip Had to just believe there was wealth Had to keep my heart to myself Had to dig a hole bit deeper and search for somebody else But the more that I looked, I felt lost I hoped that our paths wouldn't cross Imma down this bottle of liquor, and never care bout the cost That's how it feels, when your lost But you never cared when I'm sauced My heart is coated pure black As I lay in a bed made of frost See the truth Is I'm just fuckin around Loving the sound Bury my body deep under the ground Remember my legacy when I'm no longer around Listen to me I'm profound Ain't blowing up underground Probably better than your favourite Rapper When he take the stage in your town Bet you don't like how that sounds Cry me a river and drown Call my phone I am not Pickin it up, unless you the plug with a pound Jumping up high with the crowd They ain't as high as me wow And to the people back home who had doubted me.. Bitch, look at me now