No Difference

It don't feel no different when im on the drugs no mo' Feel like im on a mountain my life declinin' on a slope When times got dark and dirty all we really had was hope December 20th i wish you had just made it home Watch who you around cause they might plan to kill you slow Murderous minds we adapt to stay on go No audience when we clap just you and I at this show Throw that money high for all the times that we was low Behind them bars had to rethink his decisions Give a f*ck what you on i made plan to increase my digits Freshman year off bars spent classtime feelin' lifted All the pain I been thru its like god chose me to be gifted Many L's inna row this time I know it'll be different We was just on the phone life come and go in an instant Me and Mia ain't talk in some months now i feel guilty Promise imma make it up to you for bein' distant Express how you feel they sit there don't even listen Now you talkin' to pills and hope it heals like some stitches Before they take my life im packin' bands inside these britches I need me a wife im gettin' tired of these bitches It don't feel no different when im on the drugs no mo' Feel like im on a mountain my life declinin' on a slope When times got dark and dirty all we really had was hope December 20th i wish you had just made it home Watch who you around cause they might plan to kill you slow Murderous minds we adapt to stay on go No audience when we clap just you and I at this show Throw that money high for all the times that we was low I been thinkin' hard about how much that we deserve Ken inside my heart but he aint here no more on earth I just play my part was mean't to be ever since birth Losing from the start but imma show 'em what im worth Used to push a cart now my wallet got some girth Talkin' down about you somethin' in me struck a nerve Imma let 'em have it make 'em feel just how it burn Why do they think less of me if i don't wanna serve Respect that they give decided by how much you earn All them days you live don't mean shit if you don't learn Mistakes behind my back front of the line now its my turn Mistakes behind my back front of the line now its my turn It don't feel no different when im on the drugs no mo' Feel like im on a mountain my life declinin' on a slope When times got dark and dirty all we really had was hope December 20th i wish you had just made it home Watch who you around cause they might plan to kill you slow Murderous minds we adapt to stay on go No audience when we clap just you and I at this show Throw that money high for all the times that we was low