Unexpected

we was too young to have to read an obituary Ain't celebrate her birthday Paulette left in February At 11 saw you buried underneath that cemetary I done sinned so much I'd only make it to heaven barely they always judge what you got going can't stand hateful commentary she only involved in relationships long as they monetary shallow souls leave you deserted with no water left to carry Get comfortable on your own 'cause its like that when you buried can't believe you crushed the trust we had and you ain't care how it affected me thought you was for us instead you chose to win so selfishly tried to make it up to you still burned that bridge aggressively cut a snake from out your circle ain't a loss technically sometimes wanna give my passion up 'cause fam' think less of me nearly got burnt out but this passion burns with intensity coping with them losses had me considering ectasy no warning god removed her from this world so unexpectedly tried to save her life gave CPR unsuccessfully never been all there but them events just scarred me mentally I know life a bitch so imma treat that hoe expensively I done came so far but i ain't near where i project to be we was too young to have to read an obituary Ain't celebrate her birthday Paulette left in February At 11 saw you buried underneath that cemetary I done sinned so much I'd only make it to heaven barely they always judge what you got going can't stand hateful commentary she only involved in relationships long as they monetary shallow souls leave you deserted with no water left to carry Get comfortable on your own 'cause its like that when you buried tolerance too high them pills stop workin swear I felt betrayed I brushed it off like it ain't hurt but knew I wasn't okay traumatized from way back then but now I ain't afraid let that choppa sing like a sample straight from arcade dap you up in person but when you gone they keep on throwin' shade eternal nap inside a canal thats where Man finally laid its like when blood get to spillin theres an issue made I know you inna better place but I can't help but wish you stayed so much going on we cry inside like cant you see the pain red up innis eyes payback for time that he spent in the rain struggle to get by don't wanna feel no more off novacane ima take a ride in that  'Lac with yo' face on a chain we was too young to have to read an obituary Ain't celebrate her birthday Paulette left in February At 11 saw you buried underneath that cemetary I done sinned so much I'd only make it to heaven barely they always judge what you got going can't stand hateful commentary she only involved in relationships long as they monetary shallow souls leave you deserted with no water left to carry Get comfortable on your own 'cause its like that when you buried