Internal Conflictions (Radio Edit)

This songs for pain And I feel like I'm going insane In my space Need to get outta my head to be great I'm sitting in the dark yea I'm by myself I'm looking at the bottle top shelf But I've been talking to god And his scripture says that I need to have a sober mind To figure out why I feel so dark inside Feel like these demons are eating me alive But I am still alive Tryna look at the bright side I'm doing everything I wanna to do in my life But I'm alone This shit don't feel like home Feel like I'm a nomad cuz I'm always on the run Wanna grab my bible but sometimes I grab that gun And go make bad decisions cuz I think I'm having fun But once it's said and done I come back to my senses Thinking what have I just done I thought you were a blessing but I guess that I was wrong What if I just ran away tryna catch the sun Yea doesn't that sound great But I've got one more thing to say While you're listening Money, clothes, hoes, and cars you'll get everything But if you don't have your mind right What will it all mean You will have everything that you want and still feel incomplete Don't compete Valuable with a purpose Yea you are unique You just need to keep on going even when you're weak Be a brave soul and smile at who needs Because it's always free And you're beautiful I'm still on my own Trying to find a home Where am I supposed to go Because I'm getting cold I just need to know I just want a home This songs for pain And I feel like I'm going insane In my space Need to get outta my head to be great I'm sitting in my room yea I'm by myself I'm staring at the bottle on the top shelf But I've been talking to God and his scripture says that I need to have a sober mind