the knife game

He had some mood swings, he really did You know, just that intense glare in his eyes And sometimes it was almost frightening To see one minute how he was a very nice, happy, normal guy And the next he was very angry, almost sinister at times Tell me all your dark desires I can make them real I wonder if he thinks about me Wishing he could feel Haven't felt a thing for months He's lost track of time Oh the weekends, and the long nights (With the guys) Hollow sorries Sweet nothings, to control me Lift me up, and then shoot me down Undressed by your eyes, baby I crawl back to feel worthy But he loves the knife game More than he loves me Sticks and stones, they break my bones And he never bleeds Calling out for help each time But no one hears me You're guilty Leaking out what's underneath I'm just dirt under your feet Like everybody So go on and hurt me Do what you do best I know you don't feel bad And trust me I understand You don't love me You just love the tears in my eyes When you abuse me, because you can Let's go play the knife game Like we did when we were young Round and round in circles Puke my guts out one by one I beg for mercy, lost my mind And you kill me (You choose to kill me) Everytime You could just see it in his eyes He'd just get a cold glare in his eyes