Abandoned

There's a monster That resides in the back of my mind Except he's walking and he's breathing And I wish that he died And I'll plan conversations Just to feel like I'll survive And I'll just hope for the best Forgive and forget for the millionth time And I gave my all for all of your nothing But I'll take your nothing and turn it to something And I'm on the floor you're watching me breaking But you close the door leaving me stranded Abandoned I'd be patient Just imagine you changing overnight And they'd hate me but you made me Into the monster I've been running from for life And I gave my all for all of your nothing But I'll take your nothing and turn it to something And I'm on the floor you're watching me breaking But you close the door leaving me stranded Abandoned And I gave my all for all of your nothing But I'll take your nothing and turn it to something And I'm on the floor you're watching me breaking But you close the door leaving me stranded Abandoned