Misery

I think like times like these I feel like pain itself could opportunity of growth So this is a message to my future self Ghost in the dark can you be there I know its really late but I'm not scared I'm making friends with my only shadow The only person that I can count on F*ck all this misery F*ck all this misery Got me tossin and turning all in my sleep Bitch keep calling my phone man give me peace Girl you dead to me yeah Rest In Peace Ou I guess you missing me I guess you missing me I can feel it in my bones all the misery Ou all the misery what a misery This is cause and effect what you did to me After day, after week, after month, after year, after year But I put up with the same old thing I was told to be calm couldn't handled my wrongs Now I'm trapped in my thoughts its a hurricane Ou Moonwalk for the misery Lookin back at it now what you did to me Ou we got history are we enemy's Here the keys to the car why goin leave Ou I'm a different breed I'm a different breed I stay up but I feel so down low They give me love every time where I go Cupid didn't want to even use his arrow Mama always said stop crying Fight less, love more, cant stop trying Stop all your bullshit you keep trying If I don't miss you now please don't think that I'm lying Ou I guess you missing me I guess you missing me I got time let me tell you I got misery Oh the misery is surrounding me You can see the pain in my eyes differently Ou na na na Ou na na Ou na na na Ou na na Shit is getting hazy Hazy hazy yeah Don't come back and you try to change me See I'm going dumb smoking this Malibu daisy You left me on read now I'm booking Malibu babies Ou I'm a different breed told you I had different needs Middle finger in the yeah I'm throwin Bitch I'm packin like Aladdin I'm out of here Red carpet I'm living lavage I disappear Run fucking Run Run