Laurén Emily

How tf is this my life. aint been Getting no sleep Can't run my mouth to my sis i feel The pain in my feet voice messages Stay on repeat you brought me peace Every time we'd speak I had to hear You every week 2020 Got the best of me it took the Best of me If bell aint keep me right It probably wouldn't be nothing left In me Then life took the rest of me bm Had me fuccn vex with what she said To me Im stressing on this Rest in Peace My ace since the 8th wifey for a Lifetime How the fucc Im supposed To live without my lifeline We was Gunna raise our kids bellah and My Kai Now i gotta so called live until Its my time Weeks go by im thinking u gon call But you Not Im hot he got you and Kai up in that fuccn box Im different He need more than what he fucking got Please dont let me Catch him breathing on my fucking block Your presence here was timeless i Was bout to make some Love is blind Shit like if he can see I want him Blind shit I be fuccnd up in my Mind shit I just wanna rewind shit Life is a fucking bitch and then you die Shhh I feel alone aint nobody gunna love Me like you front row at the Grammy's That's supposed to be you Nobody understands me as much as You do I'd trade in the fuccn world For us to be with you two You know how bad i wish I could've Stopped that nigga I wanna sneak in His cell and fuccn chop that nigga You took my sister and my nephew you owe me blood And thats fair i want ya scull cracked thats on me Cuz You really fucked up my life And i dont know you nigga lucky yo Ass in Jail Or we'd be on you nigga You aint want nobody to have her Now you lonely nigga stupid fake loving Fucking foney nigga pussy How'd i let the devil get to my sis I Knew that nigga was off Cuz he aint Smile in his pics He wiped away every trace of my sis You got my mother sick i been on demon time since the 26th You took my baby out the worst way Kai aint even get to have his 1st Birthday It be ya own fucking dad He Don't know what he doing to me He Did some selfish shit and now its Ruining me Its crazy I dont even think that you Knew Because you never thought That he would lay no hands and That's true. Same shit i was telling You That i was going though if Somebody was gon die swore it was Me never you Yall niggas aint deserve my fucking queen hustle hard on her job Get it done by any means She can't be my made of honor when I finally get married And she aint gon be there for the other kids that i Carry As long as im alive you'll never die Forreal When my message dont deliver Swear I cry foreal seeing pics makes Me sicc to my stomach I gotta look In a frame and just act like you wasnt Just here I wish I could have saved you Bestfriend I know you hearing what im saying When im praying bestfriend I can't let go im not okay i miss you Daily bestfriend Love of my life save me a spot i'll see you later bestfriend I fuckin love you