No Fun

Sippin' Dirty cup Sippin' dirty soda Stay to myself baby i'm a loner Smoke another blunt baby i'm a stoner Roll another one baby roll another one Smoke another blunt baby smoke another one Smokin gas poppin pills yeah that's real fun And they all hating but they got no funds Mad cause i tell the truth baby i'm a real one Bitch i'm a real one smoke another blunt Pop another pill do this shit for fun But it's starting to become no fun Not fun when you need them Not fun when you fiending Not fun when you barely eating Not fun when you barely breathing Are they my friends or am I fiending? Starting to feel like I need them Do you really need them do you really need them? Ask me if i need them yes bitch I fucking need them Do I fucking need them holy f*ck i need them Yeah I need them I don't wanna admit Yeah I need them feel that i have no friends Yeah I need them no I cannot make amends Yeah I need them feel that I have no fucking friends Where is my happiness where did it go? I was 12 so alone and so fucking cold So I said f*ck it all the pills in my throat Now I gotta let go of the past Now I'm making bank getting fucking cash Now I'm counting bands getting fucking racks Now I beat it up hit from the back Now i'm on these drugs finna have a panic attack Now i'm smoking gas now i'm smoking loud Now I'm begging pleading girl please don't fucking leave Please don't leave girl yeah i'm begging on my knees Please don't leave girl do you even know what you mean to me Please don't call again please don't text my phone again Please don't call again please don't text my phone again We were never fucking friends But you did what you did and you said what you said Now i'm fucked up mentally yeah in the head But let's be real that shit been happening since I found out my uncle was dead