Therapy

Everything in my life I vaguely remember And it's not cause the liquor or the weed See before I even started those things Things were kind of blurry Cause I been floatin through dimensions Way before namaste was the thing to say And way before When the radio would play (right) And you would wait all day (right) Just to hit record For yo mixtape Oh shit I just dated myself But I have been dating myself You know Trynna love myself And be a better me But it's been kind of hard lately Been tryin not to have outside influences I mean I won't lie A few people got me to open up inside But when they went to reply It was the same ole cry "You're thinking too much" "It's not that bad" And "trouble don't last" Lately I been feeling like I need therapy I can't even find happiness within me Starting to really hate everybody Depression seems to be taking over my body I'm ruining relationships cause I can't face the truth This perfect little angel got mad issues And I can't confront myself I hate lookin in the mirror Shit, I don't love myself Shit I don't even know myself I can't hold myself Just wanna hold my breath until (Gasp) I pass out Then blackout I don't give a f*ck no more Ain't nobody knockin down my door for deals I been doing this for years Wasting my time I guess (Hmm) I do it cause I love it right Not because the money right Cause I ain't got no money right Now It kinda makes me wanna break down Every door that's been shut Make these niggas wake up Like Folgers I'm yo cup I ain't focused on these other niggas I'm trynna get mine So my family can align And get they shit together For way too long We been storming through this weather Lately I been feeling like I need therapy (need therapy) I can't even find happiness within me (happiness within me) Starting to really hate everybody Depression seems to be taking over my body I'm ruining relationships cause I can't face the truth (I can't face the truth) This perfect little angel got mad issues (mad issues) And I can't confront myself I hate lookin in the mirror Shit, I don't love myself Is the world really really really ready for you And what you gotta say Cause you really gone make this niggas face they truth Like right up in they face So It's all about timing A little patience You been puttin in the work And steady waitin Yo break around the corner Keep on chasin It'll be worth the wait Once you face it But before you lose yo mind Boo get yo shit together Gotta talk to somebody Like Tonight Maybe call yo brother Ryan Just see what he gone say Talk about to faith Just see what he been goin through I think that's what you should do