Triggered

Whoa I gotta take a step back And self reflect I can't lie I been neglecting self And I know That's detrimental to the soul Depression seems to have a hold On me OMG I can't seem to reside In my own damn mind I'm running out of time Just want to hide Damn The shit got me so twisted This shit got me feeling wicked Gah damn I seem so vicious now I don't recognize myself no more I can't seem to get a hold Feel like I done lost my soul Been trynna let it go And gain all control Like f*ck! I been flying high for too long I'm finna fall down (yea) Damn I wonder if it's gone make a sound Do anybody even know that I'm not around And I know this shit sounding so crazy In my mind But I can't seem to get a hold I know this got me so twisted And I feel like I'm gone fold I just I just I just (Yea, uh) Whoa I really need to step up And stop living reckless I really been disrespecting This that I'm living hectic I really need to count my blessings I really need to get myself in check cause I'm really mad at myself It's my fault Like damn I really need to ask for help If I need help But I was taught to be Independent living Taught to Figure it out on ya own Taught to Go to my room Don't nobody want to hear you Bitch & moan & complain Cause we all going through it And we all gotta figure out what to do It's your life You gotta pray to God And hope he gone make it right And change ya life But damn I need to talk to somebody in the physical form Somebody who done been here before Somebody who done made it through And can tell me what to do or not do Cause I been trynna figure this out on my own And I don't think that I can do it no more No I been flying high for too long I'm finna fall down Damn I wonder if it's gone make a sound Do anybody even know that I'm not around