Caving In

Blacked out again But it's not enough to get me back To the numbness that locked me in So this time around I'll take a little extra to send me deeper down Why does it hurt to want to feel good? I'm trying harder I've reached out But, if time allows, I'll leave extremities deadened to stick around Take it all to feel numb Sit and wait? I can't at all Push it back with the others Down it with another I never learned to take my time so I'll take it all I think I'm finally caving in Now I don't even know who I am I think I'm finally caving in Clawing at the cliff side Nostalgia drag me down I know better than that Waking up, cold Sweating on the floor Never been so close to giving up Take it all to feel numb Sit and wait? I can't at all Push it back with the others Down it with another I never learned to take my time so I'll take it all