Tapeworms

Hooked on whiskey and razor blades Obviously not good for me But it's better than everything you did I'm starting to think that says something I was dependent on you After everything that I went through But you didn't care about that You broke me down and used me coz you're a rat I feel fucking disgusting Every time that I feel something I start to get these images in my head So I guess I'll have to drown them down again I don't wanna feel like this Tapeworms in a sack of shit I don't wanna feel like this Tapeworms tapeworms I've been staying in my bed Coz It's the closest I get to death If its all inside my head What am I if I'm not dead I've been lying here for days Don't see any point in change Marred memories never seem to fade And leave more cuts than hand grenades I feel fucking disgusting Every time that I feel something I start to get these images in my head So I guess I'll have to drown them down again I don't wanna feel like this Tapeworms in a sack of shit I don't wanna feel like this Tapeworms tapeworms So I'll put my heart up on the shelf Won't accept help from anybody else Carry this burden by myself And let my sanity melt So I've let on that I'm kind of depressed But I need to get this all up off my chest Writing shitty music is a way to digress From accepting the fact that I'm a fucking mess I don't wanna feel like this Tapeworms in a sack of shit I don't wanna feel like this Tapeworms tapeworms I don't wanna feel like this Tapeworms in a sack of shit I don't wanna feel like this Tapeworms tapeworms