god isn't talking to me

In all these empty rooms I wallow in my echos It's nothing new Just your absence and residue I'm pacing back and forth Tryna keep up with your score Leaving baggage at the door But I keep on gaining more I'm crying when I touch myself Thinking that some gin and juice Could really help But every time I feel this way My head tends to looks away So I guess you might be right God is talking but not to me Losing sight of all All the roads that lead me out to the sea I'm stumbling down I need a friend now Cause in my head I'm the enemy Yeah I'm one wrong turn from crashing baby Do you regret all you've done lately I tread in shallows Thinking I could drown Wanna build a castle Pretend I wear a crown And everyday that passes by I think about what didn't slide And nothing feels the same today I wish I could've made you stay So I guess you might be right God is talking but not to me Losing sight of all All the roads that lead me out to the sea I'm stumbling down I need a friend now Cause in my head I'm the enemy Yeah I'm one wrong turn from crashing baby Do you regret all you've done lately I need a friend I need a friend Cause I'm halfway dead God have mercy then Yeah I'm burning burning No more hero searching I'm just cupid's virgin Anyway, anyways