I Tried

You know I was there for you You know I was there for you Nobody else was ever even around It was always just me sitting there up on the ground I was waiting for you I was waiting for you And you can't even lie, all them things I did for you You can't even lie, and tell me that I don't love you Cuz I love you And I thought you loved me but I guess that shit's not true And I thought the feeling's mutual but that's not true I really thought you loved me the same way that I love you But at least you can't ever say I didn't try At least you can't ever say that I told you lies Cuz God knows I tried, yeah, I tried so hard God knows I tried, yeah, I tried so hard But at least you can't ever say I didn't try At least you can't ever say that I told you lies Cuz God knows I tried, yeah, I tried so hard God knows I tried, yeah, I tried so hard I shed so many tears for you Every damn day was a living hell waiting for you Stuck inside my bed I couldn't move I weigh a ton I couldn't do shit too depressed I couldn't feel a thing Feel so numb And I could barely put down my own fucking phone Had to distract myself at all times binge watching shows Everyone checkin' up on me told 'em leave me 'lone As long as you was happy baby I can be alone But at least you can't ever say I didn't try At least you can't ever say that I told you lies Cuz God knows I tried, yeah, I tried so hard God knows I tried, yeah, I tried so hard But at least you can't ever say I didn't try At least you can't ever say that I told you lies Cuz God knows I tried, yeah, I tried so hard God knows I tried, yeah, I tried so hard Too many bitches right - look I been with too many bitches right after Laid up in bed with her shirtless got her head on my chest I'm thinking should I really get her undressed I I start reminiscing After I done fucked her I start reminiscing Did things between us really have to turn out this way I could f*ck whoever now, but at the end of the day They not you She's not you, she's not you She's not you, she's not you She's not you I could f*ck this bitch the same way I fucked you I could f*ck this hoe the same way I fucked you But she's not you But she's not you But she fallin' in love with me Now she fallin' in love with me Now she fallin' in love with me So I know the problem wasn't me It was always you, and you know it's true