Gone

Oh my, it's been a dark and twisted time I lost my friend, I lost my heart and I lost my mind Stuck on repeat, I'm giving out the same old little lie I'm fine I'm fine I'm always in love with someone that I shouldn't be I sleep with a man who won't give a damn for me So I close my eyes and just try not to feel anything It's all okay cause for today I just wanna be Gone I wanna be Gone I wanna be Gone I wanna be Gone Oh to you it must seem I go about things carelessly I look a mess, I smell of smoke, oh, God, I'm so disgusting It's calculated I am pushing away everything So far from me it's all I need cause all I wanna be is Gone I wanna be Gone I wanna be Gone I wanna be Gone Go to shelf and pull down a book I used to read I flip to a page and find the words that used to mean something I want nothing more than just to want to believe For now, I'm dumb oh Lord please come cause I just wanna be Gone I wanna be Gone I wanna be Gone I wanna be Gone I wanna be Gone I wanna be Gone