Holding My Breath

I lied To myself when I said I'll be fine I died A little piece gone every time I tried I never seem to get what I want Life is nothing like what I thought Love will never find me now I say I tried and tried but always got hurt Something that would make it not work Reasons why I had to walk away Then I met you, but I didn't see it Let you go, but I couldn't leave it Then we talked, my heart said believe it And I'm still holding my breath Now I See my life through my heart not my eyes That's why It hurts different when we say goodbye The pain of leaving, it's not the same Cause leaving I know love with remain I'm not scared of losing anything Now I can't wait to come back to All the things I love about you Which is literally everything Cause I met you, but I didn't see it Let you go, but I couldn't leave it Then we talked, my heart said believe it And I'm still holding my breath I met you, but I could see it Let you go, but I couldn't leave it Then we talked, my heart said believe it (it it) I held my breath Thinking you would go Like everyone else before But I confess I've given up on holding back Cause I met you, but I didn't see it Let you go, but I couldn't leave it Then we talked, my heart said believe it And I'm still holding my breath Cause I met you, but I didn't see it Let you go, but I couldn't leave it Then we talked, my heart said believe it And I'm still holding my breath (I lied) Cause I met you, but I didn't see it Let you go, but I couldn't leave it Then we talked, my heart said believe it And I'm still holding my breath (I died) Cause I met you, but I didn't see it Let you go, but I couldn't leave it Then we talked, my heart said believe it And I'm still holding my breath (I lied) Cause I met you, but I didn't see it Let you go, but I couldn't leave it Then we talked, my heart said believe it Now I'm not holding my breath