Red Lines

You can find me by the water I might take a swim in skinny jeans and a Champion hoodie Yeah I’m trying harder But I’m drowning in my mind again I’ve been skipping classes too much I’m falling way out of touch And I’ve tried to find solace inside my own skin But I never measure up To my image of enough I got anxiety etched in my skeleton I’ve been running I’ve been pushing away from You I could try and never find an escape route You can find me on the road Doing 90 on the highway got me feeling like freedom Really needed time alone Tears are filling up my eyes again I’m replaying all my mistakes And going back to the days When I saw Red Lines on my left wrist It’s like I’m running in place All my work is erased I don’t think I can make it to my therapy session I’ve been running I’ve been pushing away from You I could try and never find an escape route I’ve been running I’ve been pushing away from You I could try and never find an escape route You take me into Your arms You mean me no harm I’m right where I need to be Before You started my heart You wrote this part So I will wait and see