Green Pills

Every day rock-bottom Keeps getting lower and lower Tell myself it’s over again Feel the terror I know The sorrow is coming and so I push it down with green pills again Now I’m getting better but I won’t be the same I’m getting better but I'll remember the pain Even though I try I’m back where I was before Even though I try back on my own And she put out the last candle When there was a fire she couldn’t handle Even though I try I’m back on my own I don’t wanna talk about it but Write a song about it pushing Farther for my family and friends Fake a smile and make a joke of it That way they’ll never Pity you for what you became Now I’m getting better but I won’t be the same I’m getting better but I'll remember the pain Even though I try I’m back where I was before And even though I try back on my own She put out the last candle When there was a fire she couldn’t handle Even though I try I’m back on my own And now she’s better off without me Without me without me without Sometimes I think this world is better off Without me And I hope she’s better off without me Without me without me without I know this world won’t be the same Without me Even though I try I’m back where I was before And even though I try back on my own She put out the last candle When there was a fire she couldn’t handle Even though I try I’m back on my own