Roses

Other day they brought you up, and every time it choke me up Heard this beat had so much I wanted to say on it Close my eyes try to find the words and seen your face on it Lately I been drowning in grief, suffering in silence and I don't wanna speak Everyone asking if i'm ok, if I want something to eat Eye's swell up with tears as I slump in my seat but they just looking out Ok what they want me to be Say if I miss them so much then just talk to them b Like thats something I need I been talking but they ain't talking to me You know what they say when one must leave one must come And when my Tio Jose died out came my son Goes to show that even when time stops life goes on. Border of emotion still don't know what side i'm on Philadelphia born I bleed green thats how it usually go And when my Titi died thats when we won the super bowl He sent an angel on the field to bring the trophy home White butterflies letting me know i'm not alone White butterflies letting me know i'm not alone I'm not alone I lost my roses in the wind We're all just roses in the wind I lost my rose Remember how everywhere you were was your home? Trying to be good but i cant accept the unknown You leaving this worlds just something I cannot condone My minds playing tricks on me when Im all alone But sometimes I be falling How can I stand tall when you were my grounding Your words on repeat but sometimes I start doubting Rollin cigarillos back to back it got me clouded boy i'm clouded First death I remember was 93 My momma got the call her daddy died she dropped to her knees Too young to understand what it means Grabbing her chest crying was hard to breathe And I never seen my mama like that Why you have to take her father like that yeah I felt her pain I lost a piece of my mama that day And I can never take that pain away Lord take us back to better days Take us back We cant change the moment we can't the past We can work on the future but now is all we got Appreciate and love them now while you got em That's it I lost my roses in the wind We're all just roses in the wind I lost my rose I'm not gonna wait till later to tell you I love you now And I appreciate that god gave you to me for now And I understand that you were never mind It just was my time to spend with you Peace and love I love you