avant.garde (feat. Niko Noir)

Mesmerized by the windmills I'm spinning just to spill out my heart Painting life through the pain I embark Ain't sparked a jay since the cart Still barley hit it more afraid of the arch My highest highs feel the same in the dark My lowest lows hit the soul can't contain then I'm sorry Still tryna balance it Knowing all my needs & wants are never averaging Searching for the meaning of life we thought having it Would bring immense freedom, but still feigning the happiness A lot you gotta hold sacred Can't give you my all when alls taken Heart in sleeve, I fall aimless Blame it on the place i grew up We all dangerous Learned to fight from the start Tainted homes grew from broken hearts we frame it as art I can't complain, but ashamed some ain't make it this far Feelings fade like a blade but still see things as they are No such thing as perfection Living in yo essence Knew since a child I was destined Always manifested Everything uh huh Every time uh huh Every thought out of passion turned into rhymes FVNTVNV provide the vibes I'm more the opposite of tired My baby love to say I feel alive Reaching for the skies, til my fate is compromised Do or die, do you wanna ride & see the stars align Huh? I'm am thee avant guard Mi amor said I shine like god Get rich before times called Knew the odds still I follow heart They wanna lock the vessel And pray I'm charged But know the mind is still free at large Been through so many trials I remain unscarred Won't understand cuz you ain't built like ours Living my life is poetry Far from the common couldn't be me I'm the green pastures they speak of When I fall Down is up I'm the green pastures they speak of