It Could Be Worse

I can't take a drag, make me way too anxious I'm just tryna cope with the fact we gon' die Meaning nights I done stayed up, tryna face it Only make it worse when I'm actually high I just wanna live, be free and do the basics And not get caught in the system of life So much left but it don't feel right Show me that you love me when you speak out of spite Will you pray for me I don't even know who the f*ck in the sky But I know that my auntie there somewhere Cry real tears out of anger and fear Cause I hate this world through the beauty it appears Some days I just wanna fight my fears Some days I wanna say f*ck everybody here Some days I just wanna show my peers that it's way more to life than the guns and the clubs and the drugs When you find out your purpose is clear, it's the cup half empty or full See how you want it but I hope that you know it could all be worse You ain't dead then it's cool I done seen my mama turn gray from the sickness And bounce right back with the strength of a bull Sometimes life will hit like a ton of bricks But at the end of the day with the help build you Everything got purpose It could all be worse had to tatt my skin to remind myself today I done seen that hearse and it hurt back then and my mind is still the same I ain't been in church in a dog ass min but sometimes I try to pray Help me bend that curse that we all get when it's that time to find a way Help you find your way out We need life to pay outs It's more just find a way how Help you find your way out We need life to pay outs It's more just find a way how