The Calm

Yeah, we all searchin' for the same thing just in a different way Had to let go all of my guilt, been tryna liquidate Balance everything like a scale, just adding different weights They tend to say they love you for real, but like the winter they all tend to flake Everybody livin' life fast, flash on the interstate Dodgin' demons, searchin' for heaven, pray I won't reach the gates Before it's meant for me, don't know my beliefs But I'm thankful for all it's given me A lot could be worse, so many live their lives in misery As long as I'm breathin', I'm making history Everything is up and adjacent, we live in symmetry Still far from the same, they tend to mimic me Seen the line across it many times, I'm on the winning streak Twenty-six and still ain't reached my prime, and I can't see the peak My mountain of lows made the highs feel like epiphanies Rain runnin' down my windowpane, they say I never feel the same Focus on the dollars, still so many problems, wonder if they feel my pain I get up, been in this vein all my life, still tryna calm my nights I get up, been in this vein all my life, but can still see the calm in my eyes