Shades Of Blu

Fighting in the belly of the beast, tryna ante up I just wanna get my check in peace But this pressure keep on telling me That I could never sleep until I'm dead and gone Buried six feet deep inside the hearts of all I meet A unique type of freak, it's a type I like to keep I place these blues against her naked body I call Her mystique, hope that these blues Could one day help me buy me all the help I need I just wanna get this rage up out my mind Cause only I could save me Paranoia got me crazy I'm not the same when I be triggered, can you blame me Don't talk enough, I think too much and then it pains me Cause I know it ain't nothing on this earth I can't be Just gotta find a way that I could get outside my head Really be present so that I could really use this gift Find me a better way to cope, a better way to live Stacking up dividends, be better than I been Fighting in the belly of the beast, tryna ante up I just wanna get my check in peace But this pressure keep on telling me That I could never sleep until I'm dead and gone Buried six feet deep inside the hearts of all I meet A unique type of freak, it's a type I like to keep I place these blues against her naked body I call Her mystique, hope that these blues Could one day help me buy me all the help I need I just wanna get this rage up out my mind Feel a little distant, wanna be efficient Open to somebody who can really show me different now Won't you show me that you down to grow and really work it out Don't wanna play games, my heart is tired out I got all these sides, don't try to take the best one All of my essence going to heaven when it's said and done I know that I move how I move cause where I came from Fighting with my father everyday so I ain't scared of nothing Now I spend my time in my mind, fight aggression Know I'll find a way that I could really stop the stressing Finally take some time to myself, introspection Loving the reflection cause I'm the projection out I don't need nothing else extra that I'm stressing bout So baby is you gonna lift me up, now hold me down Don't you be the one to miss it, Aura way too expensive Out here really moving, making movies on a mission Fighting in the belly of the beast, tryna ante up I just wanna get my check in peace But this pressure keep on telling me That I could never sleep until I'm dead and gone Buried six feet deep inside the hearts of all I meet A unique type of freak, it's a type I like to keep I place these blues against her naked body I call Her mystique, hope that these blues Could one day help me buy me all the help I need I just wanna get this rage up out my mind