Bad Dreams

Waking up in a cold sweat Got dreams of revenge over past debts Awaking like he's taking his last breath Gasping for air, his main homie said, "Life wasn't fair." 3 shots said, "He didn't care." But he knew the truth That's his brother from another since before the booth Before chicks was twerking, they thirsted watching them hula hoop Now he's looking down on his nigga thinking bout, "Who was you?" Eyes open, staring back at him, it's like they knew the truth Money over love, his thirst is the root of evil Demon drinking blood, don't ever let him deceive you Murdered over a dub, dreams he can't sleep through Must of misjudged this darkness, he couldn't see through Now it's night tremors, nightmares of dark and lonely streets Killed his best friend, heart cold, one late Summer's eve Now all he sees is his face and he can't even grieve He knows how he did him was wrong He having bad dreams Waking up in a dark place White girl, Pfeiffer from Scarface She kept coke in her guitar case She jittery face paced, literary sniffs 8ths Her pops left her big cake but that's what she can't shake She would rather have her father back than a family trust Understand her father is the only man she could trust Ashes to ashes, dust to dust, flick ashes from dusted blunts Acid and Molly at once, take shots for lunch She on a crash course with no seatbelt Couldn't ask her to go seek help She just tell you the pain she felt She was young, couldn't do no help Couldn't pull him out car, she still blames herself Now she numbs the pain with the drugs Filling up her veins with the absence of love Snorting up cocaine, turn a half to a dub Till she quits, slits wrists in the tub Running from bad dreams Waking up in a hallway Small kid, transferred from Norway Been ducking from the bully, like all day Been ducking him all year, he checks if the coast clear He deaf in his left ear, a blindsided sucker punch They tell him have no fear but he ain't have no lunch The bully took all that and left him just there slumped He used to see the nurse, she be acting like she can't see Momma never home and there ain't nothing in the pantry There's a girl in his class, looking pretty though Used to smile at him, never gave that look of pity though Daddy was a banker, CEO from the city dough She would give him money, help him get a box of cereal He saved up that money, got a Glock 10 She was shocked by his smile when he walked in His last kiss was his first, as he touched her skin The bully never bullied again Murdered his bad dreams