Fake Smile

I'll put on a fake smile And go on in life When somebody asks me How you doing? I'm gonna say fine Because there is no way out Out of this mess And day after day I believe less I'm gonna make it out alive I'll put on a fake smile And go on in life When somebody asks me How you doing? I'm gonna say fine Because there is no way out Out of this mess And day after day I believe less I'm gonna make it out alive It's getting dark again This time of the year You're leaving me again I don't know how to feel So was something real? Or was I daydreaming? I've let you destroy me again Once I've finished my healing I still wanna die sometimes But I'll put on a fake smile And go on in life When somebody asks me How you doing? I'm gonna say fine Because there is no way out Out of this mess And day after day I believe less I'm gonna make it out alive I'll put on a fake smile And go on in life When somebody asks me How you doing? I'm gonna say fine Because there is no way out Out of this mess And day after day I believe less I'm gonna make it out alive It's getting late again And I've already lost I was happy a minute But for what cost?