inbetween

I'm stuck somewhere in-between Wanting a classic life with a wife and house and family Working a good job, taking the weekend off with the kids Stuck between that life and being me Honestly, if I weren't so stupid I'd Force myself to just fucking lose and Go along with the rest Do what they're doing instead Unfortunately, I'm just not able I'd rather spend weeknights under the table Drunk and ranting about what could have been Self-destructive disappointment, oh yeah I don't know what else you'd want from me You got so much, so much to lose, just too bad I know what I choose I'm happily discontent this way Honestly, if I weren't so stupid I'd Force myself to just fucking lose and Go along with the rest Do what they're doing instead Unfortunately, I'm just not able I'd rather spend weeknights under the table Drunk and ranting about what could have been