I'm Afraid (feat. Alex Dinh)

I'm drowning in my own emotion I'm out of air It comes in waves just like the ocean And it's not fair They say its mind, over matter Does it really even matter If I'm not feeling the same Anymore I'm always longing for devotion It's cardiac Walking in a forward motion With two steps back Looking straight into a mirror Wishing that I'd seen it clearer Even though my feelings strayed I'm only here cause I'm afraid Soaring higher, sparking lighters till its 3 AM Writing lyrics 'bout my love life in my bag again Don't feel the same way that it used to but I'll dream about it You ask me if we can get back but honestly, I doubt it Ripping pictures off the wall, staying up without a call It's funny how life changes even when you thought you had it all We were perfect for each other, till we sobered up and wondered If that feeling wasn't real and now I'm stuck here blundered I'm trying hard to get away But I'm broken Arms wide open Your body helps to ease the pain Your love is driving me insane I'm so frozen In slow motion I'm only here cause I'm afraid