Monochrome

When I open my eyes I see in black and white In a world devoid of color Been like this all my life Shadows paint my canvas In hues of silent gray And lately Everyday just looks the same Call it intuition You can call it what you'd like I can feel it rushing over me Like the chill of winter nights It's an uphill battle With nothing at the top And lately I just wish that it would stop The storm it sinks me like a rock it's my own inhibition My therapist tells me that happiness is my decision And all the gilded doors are closing faster than I can open I always knew that I was damaged but I think I'm broken When I open my eyes I hold in all the pain Like a toxic mix of chemicals That's rushing through my brain It's a combination Of all the little things And lately I just wish that it would end The storm it sinks me like a rock it's my own inhibition My therapist tells me that happiness is my decision And all the gilded doors are closing faster than I can open I always knew that I was damaged but I think I'm broken The storm it sinks me like a rock it's my own inhibition My therapist tells me that happiness is my decision And all the gilded doors are closing faster than I can open I always knew that I was damaged but I think I'm broken