Lies

I don't know this time I'm alive, but I can't seem to shine I've been bent out of shape Just to find what I needed But lately I've been thinking All I want is already made mine I would run this time But I know when it feels like its right And I've wrote this a million times I think it might be ready But I know I just wanna be the one To approve my head's clear So tell me why All these lies Lemme get this right All this time I'd rather be defeated I've been cookin' up lies When in Rome How could I pretend I couldn't compete That's all right But I've already lost So f*ck that, I know this shit Ain't no need to be the right fit I just gotta take the best care of the ones I hold dear So I would run this time (run this time) But I know when it feels like its right (let me do it right) And I've wrote this a million times I think it might be ready But I know I just wanna be the one To approve my head's clear So tell me why All these lies Lemme get this right All this time I'd rather be defeated I've been cookin' up lies So tell me why All these lies Lemme get this right All this time I'd rather be defeated I've been cookin' up lies