Where I'm At, Right Now

Where I'm at right now involves a revolving door Because at the drop of a name that can change to be so much more Where I'd be at, then, is a grocery store in West Berlin around November 2015 Unaware if I'm changing my life or if my life is changing me Where I'm at right now is less of a place and more of a list I can be selfish, co-dependent, happy, alone, neurotic, dissipating, scared of what my mind sees through my eyes, And, if given a bottle, I can also not give a shit My emotions can fly as high as an eagle does in spring And, if you leave me alone for long enough, I might even sing I want you to know that I'm trying to be as flowing as the trees can be Sincerely, J.B. to future me