whats wrong with me

Man I'm way too fucked up right now Man I shouldn't have smoked that much It's aight though It's gonna be aight I think the weed may be numbin my feelins Fumbled the bag but I don't even feel it I smoke so much gas you wouldn't believe it To run from the problems I don't wanna deal wit I don't think that I'm normal But how would I know this Ringing my line but I'm too gone to notice So much anxiety I'm mixin up potions It's not really workin I need somethin' more potent Goin insane Goin insane I feel like today Is gon be my last day Everyday Everyday It feel so relievin Just to be awake Goin insane Im goin insane I feel like the Drugs are numbing all the pain Every fucking day Swear it's Every day Too much could take your life away I think the weed may be numbin my feelins Fumbled the bag but I don't even feel it I smoke so much gas that you Wouldnt believe it To run from the problems I don't wanna deal wit Goin crazy You would never know It's a cruel world It's so cold This joint keepin me warm tho So it's okay It's okay Long as your not here wit me Long as your long gone Now your Modelin Down in the city Shorty never gon forget me Goin insane Goin insane I feel like today Is gon be my last day Everyday Everyday It feel so relievin Just to be awake Goin insane I'm goin insane I feel like the Drugs are numbing all the pain Every fucking day Swear it's Every day Too much could take your life away Man honestly Just grateful to still be alive Ya know? Everyday is blessing Everyday you wake up is a blessing Don't take that shit for granted