3am

My mind is different I'm not lying to y'all I'm straight bodying y'all Straight climbing the walls And trying to get it more Don't gotta window shop To see what I got In store I'm really out here Asking you where the love is I had to man up When times got the toughest Still kept my word on everything that I said to you Couple songs that never dropped would hit if they were read to you Saying that I need it right now it's a necessity Didn't want the best for me but tried to get the best of me You tried to pretend that you loved me with all this energy Studio sessions I'm zoned behind the Hennessy I'm just tryna make it I'm just tryna make it I dropped back to basics Then figured out all the basics Even before basics I was rapping in the basement Even before the basement I was fantasizing placements Damn The truth hits harder these days we're getting older I had to dip to Florida but the flow just got colder Act like I never know ya The pen hate when I'm sober I'm writing until it's over Sometimes I wake up and wish someone was trying me I just laugh at the irony I'm overthinking constantly I got a different anxiety Working nine to fives and just hoping that they will fire me Brian should just hire me No matter what they say It wasn't a failed business I had to become a man Secure a spot to live in For me and my 2 children When I heard what you was doing I thought you were really tripping I swear to god I ain't kidding Speaking of the dream it's very much alive now You wanna tear me down And give me something I can cry about Luckily I don't cry, I'll leave that up to you Every time that you find a guy And stop seeing him eye to eye You know you live a lie To judge you who am I Never see my demise And I'll never be suit and tie Bet on me it's a good call How far I've came is too far Y'all give me the ball And imma easily hit a hook shot Not even working like me Telling me that I should stop Rapping all through hook spots All my haters too soft Think I got it now, the crown is what my head is in Told me I ain't shit Nobody remembers him I'll provide the evidence Hatred can be repetitive Your flow is not sick You sound like you need some medicine Had a talk with god He told me that I'll forever sin D.Beau dropped Dear Mom Then we ate like venison Say it to my face No one's ever done it The girls I used to f*ck with Are happy and got a husband Songs stuck in the past But the memories give it substance Reflecting back now I'm not sure that I know what love is Maybe that's because I didn't grow up with a mother Grew up too fast And we didn't do all the huggin' All I hear is stories It sound like she had it comin' Maybe I'm fucking judging Or maybe I'm missing something Snap like it's percussion I'm balling until the buzzer You moved on now But we never had the discussion F*ck your whole feelings And f*ck it if you ain't feeling me Word to everything, y'all should've made a deal with me I don't say it lightly No one's ever tried to fight me Y'all fantasizing what might be Saying that it's on sight but I'm asking you where the sight be The name is Jake Canney I wasn't planning for you to like me