sometimes

Sometimes Are you still alone? Are you still alone, oh Cause I'm a fucking mess, sometimes I've been thinking that I'm not alright Wasting my life on some friends sometimes Would it matter if I took my life? All I ever wanted: to feel wanted Everything I've ever felt was fucking toxic My friends talk shit What they want is Someone just to make them feel more narcissistic I've been fucking honest I feel nauseous And I'm losing everything in the process Saying now you want me back I don't want it And I'm not the fucking friend that you wanted I could tell that you're upset sometimes Didn't want you to leave last night I'm still fucked up about the past, those times You don't wanna let go of mine I don't wanna let go sometimes I don't wanna let go I don't wanna let go sometimes I don't wanna let go Still in autumn but I'm fucked up All the pictures, baby, I just want to burn them I don't want to live if I don't get my luck up If they wanna fight I'll make them shut the f*ck up I wanna talk, I just wanna make amends For the shit that you want And your eyes don't seem as clear as the ones I remember Back last summer again When you said that you weren't Fucking all of your friends And you want to give up But I wanna turn the lights on Said that you were telling me to get my life together again So we can see the start of something Since I have nothing I don't think I'll fucking pretend Cause I'm a fucking mess, sometimes I've been thinking that I'm not alright Wasting my life on some friends sometimes Would it matter if I took my life? And all I ever wanted: to feel wanted Everything I've ever felt was fucking toxic My friends talk shit What they want is Someone just to make them feel more narcissistic I've been fucking honest I feel nauseous And I'm losing everything in the process Saying now you want me back I don't want it And I'm not the fucking friend that you wanted Shining by myself but I don't want it Tryna find myself since I don't need you now All the things I've said since I've been honest Talking to myself since I don't need you now