Don't Know How

I've lost a part of me. There, I said it A puzzle with the last piece nowhere to be found Some days it feels like it's time to address it But that never gets off the ground I told myself when I left you I'd be good now And my mom says she loves her But I don't know how Don't know how To be okay being without you now And it hurts It hurts To say I'm hurting when I hurt you first I know I gotta be honest with her Every day I delay it'll hurt even more but I'm just scared to be lonely without her So I bite my tongue 'til it's sore I told myself when I left you I'd be good now And my mom says she loves her But I don't know how Don't know how To be okay being without you now And it hurts It hurts To say I'm hurting when I hurt you first But if there's a road back home I don't want to go unless that road leads back to you Cause I don't know how Don't know how To be ok being without you now