Days like Today

Days like today I want to sleep away Ain't no other way to runaway from pain Missing all the pills that I used to take Feel I'm at a point where I'm 'bout to break Had a great week last week and now Sitting in my basement asking how How the f*ck did I get so mad? How the f*ck did I get so sad? 2018 overdosed this time Right around the time Mac Miller died Hating every day before the 21st Arguments with family I just outburst Could've been worse Talkin' in the back of a hearse Currently I'd like to be there Anywhere where I don't have to look at this and care Anywhere where I don't have to share how I feel Welcome to the pessimism in my mind This is where I am when the mania fades Didn't want to rap so sad this time But I got to rap about it to escape Would a took a Klonopin and got so high Honestly I wish I left some behind F*ck, now my mother says she can't breathe All because I'm currently a little fucked mentally Days like today I want to sleep away Ain't no other way to runaway from pain Missing all the pills that I used to take Feel I'm at a point where I'm 'bout to break Had a great week last week and now Sitting in my basement asking how How the f*ck did I get so mad? How the f*ck did I get so sad? Listen it's a part of bipolar two You get in a cloud and you're so confused Wondering how did I go from being So happy to wanting xanny pills and booze Thoughts about death start creeping in Suicidal thoughts increasing shit Counting all your breaths cause you never know When the last one's gonna happen though None of this is planned I have no control Even when I'm fucking on Seroquel Mother always thinks I can flip the switch Lemme get a pill then I'll switch my feels Would a took a Klonopin and got so high Honestly, I wish I left some behind F*ck, now my mother says I can't leave All because I'm currently a little fucked mentally Days like today I want to sleep away Ain't no other way to runaway from pain Missing all the pills that I used to take Feel I'm at a point where I'm 'bout to break Had a great week last week and now Sitting in my basement asking how How the f*ck did I get so mad? How the f*ck did I get so sad? Days like today I want to sleep away Ain't no other way to runaway from pain Had a great week last week and now Sitting in my basement asking how How the f*ck did I get so mad? How the f*ck did I get so sad? How the f*ck did I get so mad? How the f*ck did I get so sad?