Good Place

Honestly it feels weird to me being in a good place I'm okay as I grow I don't need to race I don't chase but I get to where I want to be That's the beauty of a journey to me honestly It feels weird to me being in a good place I'm okay as I grow I don't need to race I don't chase but I get to where I want to be That's the beauty of a journey to me honestly It's an odyssey fighting through adversity 9 months 'til a first degree, switching universities Best choice I made, had an ace of all the spades I don't come to only play, I win entire games Rather have a lot of losses getting to the goal Pointless in perfection when rejected by your soul Mentally rejected due to mania depression I don't understand but it's okay I'm in control Currently, working 2 jobs chasing currency Currently, am pursuing a degree in therapy Currently, more open talking to more people Seeing more of beauty in life instead of evils I don't need to focus productivity is central Killing all my demons, work rate exponential Don't need to be noticed to be killin' instrumentals Finally I'm living up to my potential Honestly it feels weird to me being in a good place I'm okay as I grow I don't need to race I don't chase but I get to where I want to be That's the beauty of a journey to me honestly It feels weird to me being in a good place I'm okay as I grow I don't need to race I don't chase but I get to where I want to be That's the beauty of a journey to me honestly Why does it feel weird to me? Paranoid, paranoid Feeling like a mystery Medication fill the void Taking shots to feel it all Happiness forever Even when alone Feel like we in this together On some High School Musical This is therapeutical Long term suitable? I don't know I don't know Either way I'm chillin' grindin' going with the fucking flow Only 21 what's my future I don't fucking know Self medicate Self levitate At the same damn time I go self-detonate I explode myself And explode my wealth Should explode some help 'Fore explode my death I'm just fucking being honest I am sorry if its deep But I wish that it was different not for you but all for me Tried to keep it positive but I couldn't can't you see That I live inside of two, bipolar diaries Honestly it feels weird to me being in a good place I'm okay as I grow I don't need to race I don't chase but I get to where I want to be That's the beauty of a journey to me honestly It feels weird to me being in a good place I'm okay as I grow I don't need to race I don't chase but I get to where I want to be That's the beauty of a journey to me honestly (Uh!)