Growth

So we really did it! Unbelievable Of course I had to hit up my guy (This Producer Franky Wahoo) For the Outro I woke up today and I was ready to explode Had so much to say I had a raging episode Circumstances, brought all the adversity Missing my alarm I ran across the university Really knew today that I would get my diagnosis Come up with a treatment plan to give me all the hope but I was too late, hold myself accountable Storming out the office I had too many emotions As I was outside friends were tellin' me to breathe I still I got a session in to put my mind at ease Walked back in, scared cause I didn't know How it was gonna go but I knew I had control I been facin' all my fears and never skipping therapy Mentally, life is clear, now we got prosperity Used to be a pessimist, now i'll be an optimist Watch the flower blossom from the bottom of the bottomless Pit of zero confidence, pit of zero competence Poppin' Percs to feel emotions now I feel 'em naturally Proving to myself that the Effexor ain't effective Numbing every feeling eventually losing sanity Went cold turkey, nothing's gonna hurt me Pain from lack of serotonin's why i'm on the journey I was off the meds for everyday I put the flows too All the instrumentals now i'm so happy to show you That I really am I'm growing as a man and god damn It feels so good to validate the truth To show you i'm growing inside the booth (Growth outside the booth) Out my head and out my bed, living in the moment People really said to me that everybody's noticed How far that I've came since I hit rock bottom Only celebrating every time I hit the bottle Can't be depressed and isolated Can't be depressed self medicatin' So i'm obsessed with dedication Showing you i'm blessed and an inspiration Less and less records will be Twenty four seven all about me I just had to make it cause I was doubting me Capabilities and I really could not see Progression and the lessons that I passionately learned Now i'm seeing blessings in my presence that I earned Soon i'm turning twenty saying bye to adolescence Yes I got your message now it's my impression That I really am I'm growing as a man and god damn It feels so good to validate the truth To show you i'm growing inside the booth (Growth outside the booth) Yeah Finally! The Album has came to a close! And I just want to thank everybody who was a part of it Everybody from the people inside of the sessions Giving me constructive criticism To the people outside of the sessions Helping me grow as a person for the past year Specifically I want to shout out Katie Abrahamowicz, David Oblinger My therapist Dawn up north in Cleveland All three of you guys! I give you all the credit in the world for helping me grow as a person (This producer Franky Wahoo) Shout out to my psychiatrist and shout out to my neurologist For continuing to believe in me Shout out to my family my immediate and extended family I love you all to death! And we really made an album that nobody can take away from me And there's nobody can take away this incredible accomplishment