Hard To Try

Why do I want more when I've had enough? Life is a fucking chore. It's just too tough Future thinking does me no good Perception of the world...misunderstood Fail in the moment with debts unpaid That's when I'll look at the mistakes I've made Why is it so hard to try? Can't find direction. Why? Can't stop my life from passing me by Just can't put down my vice never does what I think It's just not good advice saying you won't feel a thing When I notice it's hard for me And I get this wave of uncertainty Disposition can't be changed Yet continue to throw my life away Why is it so hard to try? Can't find direction. Why? Can't stop my life from passing me by