What I Want

What am I doing here again? What I love's the thing I condemn Where's my opinion without other sides Why does it take away from what it provides? And it starves me of what I want And it robs me of all I am And I wanted to change but I can't make it that way I cannot speak my mind Yet it twists me and tears me inside What's wrong with my head won't show me the truth Drives me insane and tears me in two And it starves me of what I want And it robs me of all I am And I wanted to change but I can't make it that way