Tattoo (Live)

My roommate's asleep Too often I think And I wonder if I wish I was like that I'm not I can't help but stay awake Thinking I'm invincible The smell of smoke Ruins a moonlight walk Walking in circles just to escape The same two buildings every day I want a tattoo on my arm but I'm afraid of the permanence And what people think about me I value everyone's opinions way too much To the point of breaking down I'm breaking down I'm breaking down Feeling homesick even when I'm at home Every weekend it's the same Sleep on a mattress on the floor Hug my dog to cry I dress up nice for no one but myself I know I look alright in the mirror Lonely photographs that make their way She wants to make a change in her life Will I be a part of it? I think I can I know I can I know I will I know I am I'm doing everything I can think To try to curb the pain that comes with failing It isn't easy for me I want a tattoo on my arm I think I'd like the permanence And what people say about me I value everyones' opinions just enough To the point of breaking down I've broken down I've broken down I've broken down enough