I Should Know

you showed up after the mess was already made two seconds late, like the next car in the Kennedy motorcade i fucked up, i don't know what else to say except honestly your friends already hated me anyway i hate parties i hate laughing at bad jokes you know that cause i told you but you've forgotten i suppose you do that yea you do that then act like I should know I should know I shoulda called I shoulda kept this apartment clean yea it's all my fault yea it is and it was and it always will be but i hate parties i hate laughing at bad jokes you know that cause i told you but you've forgotten i suppose you do that and i hate this feeling that there's something i should know that I don't know i hate parties i smoking in the cold you knew that cause i told you but you've forgotten i suppose you do that and i hate this feeling that there's something i should know that I don't know I don't know