Something New

It's been ages, so many pages I've been turning over since you left There's still these white-hot coals of memories Burning holes inside my chest And I hate it, that even lately You've been popping up inside my head There must be something out here that can set me free But I haven't found it yet Hard for me to see, the reasons why But I know I gotta bleed, until I'm dry Yeah all I really need is a little time, a little time Heart sinks to my feet, and I start to cry But we all gotta feel, so I let it ride Yeah all I really need is a little time, little time Ain't the first time nor the last time So I guess I know it's true That the next time that you see me, I'll probably be Running from something new Running from something new That's just the way I do Caught in a loop, I can't seem to break myself through I'm running from something new Don't like it, but it's the truth I'm trying to find what to do My mind is all I got left to lose Yeah, yeah All I've got left to lose Running from something new Yeah yeah, no I remember, last December Just how good you were to me Like a highlight reel of our memories that keeps playing on repeat When it's tender, hard to measure How much more it's gonna be I'll admit I know I got a tendency, to suffer longer than I need Hard for me to see, the reasons why But I know I gotta breathe, and shut my eyes Yeah all I really need is a little time, and to look inside I focus on the lows, deep inside my mind 'Cause I know that if I don't, I'll be fucking blind Yeah all I really need is a little time, little time Ain't the first time nor the last time So I guess I know it's true That the next time that you see me, I'll probably be Running from something new Running from something new That's just the way I do Caught in a loop, I cannot seem to, cannot seem to break through (Can't seem to break myself through, I'm) Running from something new Don't like it, but it's the truth I'm trying to find what to do My mind is all I got left to lose Yeah, yeah All I've got left to lose Running from something new Yeah, yeah Oh Something's got to change Can't go on feeling this way One day at a time Getting out of my mind 'Til I feel okay Yeah, Woah Running from something new Don't like but it's the truth Caught in a loop, I Cannot seem to, cannot seem to break through Running from something new Don't like it, but it's the truth I'm trying to find what to do My mind is all I got left to lose Yeah, yeah All I've got left to lose Oh Running from something new Yeah, yeah