Thought I Knew

Same problem different view All the times with answers I thought I knew Then got lost As black and white Turned into shades of blue One and two one and two thought I knew Money and I are through Too many hours spent And my debt is due Now that I Realize Should’ve given you more than I withdrew One and two one and two thought I knew A few days is all I need To turn the bitter into something sweet Swear that I Am doing all I can To taste the treat Two and three two and three something sweet I am paper being torn Between what I want and all the things I mourn Half of me Is lying half discarded on the floor Three and four three and four I am torn If I was waiting for a sign Too afraid to take the leap and cross the line Probably I’d be waiting on it till the end of time All it means is that I must decide To leave the house and play outside Or how much of me will choose to hide